i sit here not knowing where to begin…
i am writing in all lowercase because i feel so small in this world that likes to deal me shitty cards. i love my job and i love the company i work with. but i wish i had more control over my destiny.
i found out that the assignment i am on is terminating one of the full time positions. there are only two of us at night and my coworker has been there longer so she got to decided if she wanted the position or not. she did, so i am pretty much out. they are creating a pool of people they can call when they get major swamped. i am in it, but not for long. my agency is finding me a new gig.
i am amazed at how fast they may have something lined up for me. its third shift, lower pay, but at least amy will have the van all day and all night and i will be home (awake) when the kids get home from school and be here for them when they really need me. i will just have to get used to sleeping all day.
but at least my benefits will stay steady and so will the hours. i just wish the pay was closer to what i am making now. but i can’t have everything.
(UPDATE: I never did take this assignment, they canceled it. But, a year later, it came by again and I did take it.)
i am currently reimporting all my music cds into my laptop so that i can reorganize before i put them on my server. i moved my music around so much that i wanted to make sure i had the best quality. and now that i have sooo much space, i can keep all the albums and not just the songs i like.
once all that is done, i move onto importing old LPs and then onto scanning old documents.
currently in my ipod/playlist:
- Queen Latifah… Dana Owens Project
- Madaleine Peyroux… dream land
- sean paul… dutty rock
- and a mix of early 90s music
i also can’t believe we blew right through all our tax money. but we had things we really needed. so i guess it is okay. i just wish we had a ton of money. i love my new home, but i really want to be living in our dome home right now. all that space and stuff. it be like living in an amusement park.
i am visiting with my old coworker/best friend from alpha on saturday. i am gonna help her get her nephews xbox set up on her network. i am also buying her drawing tablet from her, so that i can draw/paint digitally. i used to love to watercolor, but it takes space and is messy, but not for long.
amy bought me wonder woman season 1 and 2. i am happy about that.
i just wish my life was going better right now. a ton of money and lots of happiness. i just feel so helpless and lost and no control over my own life. i feel like a drone, just doing what the queen bee tells me to (no not amy)
not much else right now.
1 thought on “as my world turns”
Hey, dude!! Cheer up, Spring is right around the corner, and before you know it, the flowers will be blooming!!!
Sorry to hear about your job. Hope the new one works out for you.