This past week I have had a turmoil of emotions. Recently something came up, that I won’t go into detail over, that left me angry at first, then just irked, and now just hurt.
How do you deal with people close to you hurting you? And why is it that when they hurt you, it affects you so deeply? Even when it may appear to be a small thing?
And why is it that these same types of people feel the need to find others to fault for their own problems? Why don’t they look internally first? In their own environment to see if that is the cause, before pointing fingers at others? Especially when they have no other supporting data to support their claim? And why do they feel the need to then share that with everyone else that is mutually known?
I guess, the emotion I feel now, is just tired. I’m just tired of it all. I’m tired of putting forth the effort, when it doesn’t get me anywhere.